Filtered to Ben and Daria

Hey, Daddio and Daria!

Noah wandered over to my house (don't ask me how, beyond 'public transport') and he's going to stay the night here. He said he went to Peter's and then out to a pub. Maybe someone should point out to him that he has less than four working limbs which usually puts a damper on alone pubtimes. Anyway he made his way here afterwards. He looked wrecked, but he has his meds. Forethought, hurrah. He took some painkillers and he ate the food I forced on him and then crashed.

He had a bit of a panic attack too, but I calmed him down. Just something to be aware of. I think, if he hadn't just been through Hell he would be in a better place to deal with what Peter saw in his vision, but coming after his attack, it's flipping him the fuck out.

He was very worried he would have caused you both panic. Apparently he doesn't have money on his phone because he can't work? Just a thing. He's safe and here, and I might go crawl in with him now because I'm exhausted too.

No funny business, Daria, I swear!

Filtered to Leon

I'm in bed with Noah OOoooOOOOooooOOOO no he's snoring SO loud. That's not sexy, Noers.

Anyway...some shit went down the other day. I can't really explain it or anything because it's not my thing to tell, but it could have ended badly. Like...end of Serenity badly. It's absolutely okay now, but that doesn't change that it almost wasn't. And after what happened to poor Joss...

I just wanted to make sure you know how much I love you. Because I do. Noah is my brother, and Godric is my sister and I think...I think you're my heart. You have been there for me in ways no one else has so often recently. I adore you and respect you so much for that. I really, really need you to know. I can be silly and flippant and sarcastic a lot, but your place in my heart is none of those things. It's real.

Thank you.

Filtered to Ben

I know you might not want to talk about it, but I wanted to say something. And that something is...

( ♥ )

I love you, Ben. And I know you're not okay, but I hope... Well. I don't know what I hope, but I hope it.

I am not angry with you, or with my mother. I thought it was important that you knew.