I know you might not want to talk about it, but I wanted to say something. And that something is...

I love you, Ben. And I know you're not okay, but I hope... Well. I don't know what I hope, but I hope it.
I am not angry with you, or with my mother. I thought it was important that you knew.
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Date: 2010-07-08 03:57 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2010-07-08 04:04 am (UTC)And because, let's face it, Elaine wouldn't see this as a bad thing anyway. She and Kristen believe in free love and so she actually would not understand the idea of cheating. So I can't fault her because I understand how her mind works, and I...look, I think you did the wrong thing. So did I. For years. And years and years. And when you found out, you didn't judge me. You loved me.
I understand why Noah's upset, though I don't want to get in to my feelings on his reaction to all this. I'm just not.
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Date: 2010-07-08 05:04 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2010-07-08 05:06 am (UTC)Do you want me to come see you now, or to give it a few days?
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Date: 2010-07-08 05:11 am (UTC)I should have told them... it was just never the right time and I was too cowardly.
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Date: 2010-07-08 05:19 am (UTC)Yes, you probably should have told them. Does it make you a terrible person that you didn't? No.
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Date: 2010-07-09 02:44 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2010-07-09 02:51 am (UTC)Probably some combination of all of that.
I'll be there soon, Ben. ♥
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Date: 2012-07-22 07:11 pm (UTC)http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aMzgVshG6CI
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Date: 2012-07-24 12:53 pm (UTC)http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aMzgVshG6CI