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rubyredstainedI owe you an apology. I owe your husband one too. I believed what Kat told me and I haven't said much to you for the past few days because I couldn't believe you would be married to someone like that. I was angry at you for not supporting Kat, and now I find out she was the one who was fucking up, the hitting her thing not withstanding. That was still pretty shitty, but now I have context and I know his mother and she's awesome. So I guess I know that's not all there is to know about him.
I'm so sorry. I fell for it hook, line and sinker. Mea culpa. I haven't been much fun, and I promise to lighten up right away. I guess I just...saw a little of me in Kat and I was projecting. That's why I'm pissed off at her but I can't tell her to fuck off. It'd only make things worse.
She really does feel horrible and so she should. She did a terrible thing. I guess I just needed to say...I'm back on your side. And when we're back home again, I'd love to meet your husband. He sounds like a wonderful guy from everything Lavinia's said.
She is amazing by the way. She called you her son so at first I thought she was was your mother. I guess it's pretty cool to have a mother-in-law who is so thoroughly accepting. I hope my mums will be like that! They're more of the 'best friend' type of ladies though. They don't really do the 'mum' thing.
I'm rambling. I think you're awesome and I'm sorry.
I'm so sorry. I fell for it hook, line and sinker. Mea culpa. I haven't been much fun, and I promise to lighten up right away. I guess I just...saw a little of me in Kat and I was projecting. That's why I'm pissed off at her but I can't tell her to fuck off. It'd only make things worse.
She really does feel horrible and so she should. She did a terrible thing. I guess I just needed to say...I'm back on your side. And when we're back home again, I'd love to meet your husband. He sounds like a wonderful guy from everything Lavinia's said.
She is amazing by the way. She called you her son so at first I thought she was was your mother. I guess it's pretty cool to have a mother-in-law who is so thoroughly accepting. I hope my mums will be like that! They're more of the 'best friend' type of ladies though. They don't really do the 'mum' thing.
I'm rambling. I think you're awesome and I'm sorry.
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Date: 2009-10-18 11:40 am (UTC):)
Ben and my mothers are wonderful and I wouldn't trade them for anything. Especially not the father I don't know. I agree. Blood does not a family make.
I'm really glad you picked me, you know? There are still growing pains and I know that. But I love it.
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Date: 2009-10-18 12:09 pm (UTC)Few things could make me happier than to know that you are so happy in your family, darling.
I'm very glad I picked you too, Serenity. Growing pains there may be, but you're still fitting in much more quickly than I could have anticipated, both musically and personally. The fact that Deirdre is warming to you so, in particular, is a great testament to that. I think we have a great many wonderful times ahead of us.
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Date: 2009-10-18 12:14 pm (UTC)You're a sweetie.
I think so too. And I really adore Deirdre. I'm glad my presence here isn't causing her too much pain. I've tried to take it easy with her and I think she can tell.
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Date: 2009-10-21 11:01 am (UTC)Deirdre is a very perceptive woman. And indeed, being so, it seems clear to me why she couldn't fail to appreciate you.