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Oct. 3rd, 2009 07:21 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
To be totally and completely open and sharing, there is a sexy, pink-haired goddess in my bed right now.
Last night was good.
Oh dear GOD I hope this isn't because of my mothers' ritual turned sexual encounter...
Last night was good.
Oh dear GOD I hope this isn't because of my mothers' ritual turned sexual encounter...
Re: Screened
Date: 2009-10-04 12:01 pm (UTC)Then I very much appreciate the trust, Serenity, and shall always endeavour to be worthy of it. Your secrets entrusted to me, I shall keep as my very own. And now that I do know, if it's ever something you want to talk about, I'll be here for you. You can trust in that, too.
Re: Screened
Date: 2009-10-04 12:05 pm (UTC)It's not something I have a burning need to tell people. But now you'll know why my thigh says 'Jason' if you happen to catch a glimpse. I sure as hell didn't put it there.
Re: Screened
Date: 2009-10-04 12:17 pm (UTC)Screened
Date: 2009-10-04 12:41 pm (UTC)Re: Screened
Date: 2009-10-04 12:52 pm (UTC)Re: Screened
Date: 2009-10-04 12:58 pm (UTC)It was about five years ago. I was with him for three years. I ended it. I think my one fear in this whole...being really quite visible thing, is that he'll come out of the woodwork. He's not dangerous, at least not to anyone he's not in a room alone with. I just don't want to be anywhere near that. I already have enough trouble believing I have any worth at all.
Re: Screened
Date: 2009-10-04 01:05 pm (UTC)It may not be much, but I should introduce you to two friends of ours who are providing extra security on the US run, Fable and Hamish. They're good people, if a little militant in character, and they know how to look after themselves and others. I'm sure they'll keep off all trouble-makers and intruders, and respond readily to any call for help. That being said, we in the band ourselves are also there to look out for you, and after all we've been through, have picked up a few handy tricks.
As to your self-worth, I can only hope that that's something we can help build in you. I know you'll do great things with us, but more than that, I know you'll be surrounded by love. It's something you'll have to take your own time with; but it's also a journey several of us will understand, myself included. My struggle with my sexuality caused me to behave in ways that contributed to my own self-loathing for a long time, and it was only once I met Peter and Ash that all that started to turn around.
Re: Screened
Date: 2009-10-04 01:11 pm (UTC)Yeah, that I believe. It sounds like a good idea. I have a photo of him too. Several actually. Thanks, Spectre.
I really think I joined the right band...
Re: Screened
Date: 2009-10-04 01:15 pm (UTC)Well, I'm very glad to hear you think so! I certainly hope we prove you right.