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I'm in bed with Noah OOoooOOOOooooOOOO no he's snoring SO loud. That's not sexy, Noers.

Anyway...some shit went down the other day. I can't really explain it or anything because it's not my thing to tell, but it could have ended badly. Like...end of Serenity badly. It's absolutely okay now, but that doesn't change that it almost wasn't. And after what happened to poor Joss...

I just wanted to make sure you know how much I love you. Because I do. Noah is my brother, and Godric is my sister and I think...I think you're my heart. You have been there for me in ways no one else has so often recently. I adore you and respect you so much for that. I really, really need you to know. I can be silly and flippant and sarcastic a lot, but your place in my heart is none of those things. It's real.

Thank you.

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The world isn't free of me yet and I don't intend it to be for a very long time. I'm okay because I know it wasn't my time. What could have happened did not. And I will not give it the benefit of scaring me (much) after the fact.

You're pretty amazing, Leon MacArthur. If anyone else said those things to me, even in friendship, I'd have freaked out. With you, it just makes sense. I'm so glad you did move in here. It's been...wonderful. So wonderful, I can't remember what it was like when I didn't live with you!

Hey, I'll continue to exist any time!