The world isn't free of me yet and I don't intend it to be for a very long time. I'm okay because I know it wasn't my time. What could have happened did not. And I will not give it the benefit of scaring me (much) after the fact.

You're pretty amazing, Leon MacArthur. If anyone else said those things to me, even in friendship, I'd have freaked out. With you, it just makes sense. I'm so glad you did move in here. It's been...wonderful. So wonderful, I can't remember what it was like when I didn't live with you!

Hey, I'll continue to exist any time!